Commentaries on the Characteristics Most of Us Seem to Have in Common
The text of The Characteristics Most of Us Seem to Have in Common was among the first pieces of literature approved by the International Service Organization of Sexual Compulsives Anonymous upon its formation in February, 1990. The Characteristics had already been in use in SCA for several years, having originally been developed among the members in the early New York SCA meetings. The initial Characteristics were refined through a series of workshops, and then further refined over time.
Similarly, these commentaries on The Characteristics developed from individual writing followed by a series of workshops. The resulting text was further refined and developed by individuals and an SCA literature committee.
Each commentary expands on the core Characteristic and describes in a general way how most of us coming to SCA have experienced sexual compulsion in its many forms of expression. It also summarizes how our behaviors and lives can change as we work the SCA Program and pursue recovery.
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As adolescents, we used fantasy and compulsive masturbation to avoid feelings, and continued this tendency into our adult lives with compulsive sex.
Compulsive sex became a drug, which we used to escape from feelings such as anxiety, loneliness, anger and self-hatred, as well as joy.
We tended to become immobilized by romantic obsessions. We became addicted to the search for sex and love; as a result, we neglected our lives.
We sought oblivion in fantasy and masturbation, and lost ourselves in compulsive sex. Sex became a reward, punishment, distraction and time-killer.
Because of our low self-esteem, we used sex to feel validated and complete.
We tried to bring intensity and excitement into our lives through sex, but felt ourselves growing steadily emptier.
Sex was compartmentalized instead of integrated into our lives as a healthy element.
We became addicted to people, and were unable to distinguish among sex, love and affection.
We searched for some “magical” quality in others to make us feel complete. Other people were idealized and endowed with a powerful symbolism, which often disappeared after we had sex with them.
We were drawn to people who were not available to us, or who would reject or abuse us.
We feared relationships, but continually searched for them. In a relationship, we feared abandonment and rejection, but out of one, we felt empty and incomplete.
While constantly seeking intimacy with another person, we found that the desperate quality of our need made true intimacy with anyone impossible, and we often developed unhealthy dependency relationships that eventually became unbearable.
Even when we got the love of another person, it never seemed enough, and we were unable to stop lusting after others.
Trying to conceal our dependency demands, we grew more isolated from ourselves, from God, and from the very people we longed to be close to.
The Characteristics Most of Us Seem to Have in Common show us the nature of sexual compulsion, and remind us where we are in our recovery, or of where we have been in our compulsion. They contribute to our understanding of ourselves and our fellows in Sexual Compulsives Anonymous. This understanding helps us to develop humility and compassion, and enables each of us to find a personal path to sexual sobriety and healthy sexuality. The Characteristics invite us to do a thorough, honest and soul-searching review for the presence and effect of each one in our lives. Some members identify with all of The Characteristics, some with almost all of them. Other members identify with only some of them. In the same way, some of these commentaries will speak to some members more than others, and their content will be true for some members more than others. In reading and reflecting on them, it is important to remember that The Characteristics Most of Us Seem to Have in Common are a general description, and not a form of criticism, or an inescapable destiny. They are both a map of our problems, and a map out of our problems. Recovery is a journey, and working on ourselves takes time, patience, perseverance, understanding and compassion for ourselves. We are not alone on the journey. Others who are with us and further along the road can support and guide us as we experience the miracle of recovery, and become the very different people we assuredly can be.
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